Lost In Beauty-

Friday, September 28, 2007

HEY'ALL!

am now down in Brissie doing the State Honours Ensemble Program. It's where they bring together the "finest musicians from all around the state to be put into different ensembles conducted by the finest conductors." at least that was what was stated on the letter thingy majiggy. lol. anws, i got put into second violin, 3rd person. It's pretty rad coz the piece wouldn't be as hard as the first violin section and i'm kinda like...somewhere in the middle so i get to hear all the sounds from each different section and i can actually kinda hear what the whole orchestra sounds like and it sounds really kewl. lol. Am sitting next to Ben Greig. How coincidental is THAT??? i came down with him on the train and thought that by the time we reach the con. (conservatorium), i'd probably not have anything to do with him but there i am, stuck with him for like...4 1/2 hours each day for 3 days and probably longer on Sunday coz we have last minute rehersals and like...it'll be longer. lol. but i'm starting to get the know him better. he's pretty kewl. lol. and i bet all the girls are envious at me. hehehehe. coz like..Ben Greig is like the BEST violin player in my age group in the whole of Bundaberg/Queensland. so like..yerr.

another piece of good news, I MANAGED TO BUY A SEMI-FORMAL DRESS!!!! i'm soooo happy aye. There was actually this other dress that i tried on that i FELL IN LOVE WITH. then i found out that it was $585!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! that's like so freakin expensive man. i was like..heartbroken. lol. anws, we went into this other shop called "miss anne" and the lady in charge was like..philippino. so like..yerr. she was real nice and kept calling me "darl" , "dear" , "gurl" lol. it was funny. but she reinded me so much of Lydia. i miss her heaps. anws, we found this dress that was like gold with black lacing all over it. i loved it. lol. so we bought it. and it was only 80 BUCKS. THAT'S RIGHT. IN YOUR FACE. lol. i was so angry at the other shop for charging so much for a dress. it's like..insane. it's daylight robbery that's what it is. lol.

yerr. my conductor is Sandra Dackow. She speaks with a really strong american accent. lol. but why should i be surprised? she DID teach in America for a bit. lol. anws, she has a very gruesome way of telling us how to play the violin. lol. if you walked into the theatre where we had our rehersal, you'd often hear, " HARDER!! I WANT YOU TO GET IN THERE AND DRAW BLOOD!" or "MARK IT IN THE SCORE!! PRICK YOUR FINGER AND MARK IT IN BLOOD SO YOU WON'T FORGET!" lol. yerr...that's what you'd often hear. or like... "FOLLOW ME!! FOLLOW THE STICK. I CAN'T WORK LIKE THIS!" lol. and it was so funny coz Caitlin was complaining about Anthony coz he started like..talking to her and everything. then rite, she really didnt like him. and he kept picking on her and stuff. it's really really funny. then Charlotte was like, [to anthony] "You're so bossy you know. You should go into the army and start blowing your whistle and order people around there." it was hilarious. then he goes," Actually, i thought of doing that. i just felt it might have been better to boss around annoying violin players." lol. it was so hilarious and funny i couldn't stop laughing for like an hour after. lol. and anthony was then later described as the man who has a broomstick shoved up his arse. lol. it was so funny. and Dane was like...so shocked we'd actually say that. lol. we polluted his mind. hahahah XD
anws, Anthony also came in in the middle of one of our rehersals and started telling us how to do stretches and stuff. and he kept getting his sides wrong. like..coz he was facing us, his right was our left and vice versa. so he was like, put your left....i mean your right...i mean, lean your head to the right..and using your left...right hand, press it down gently. then i hear a voice whisper in my ear, "Well, this is complicated." lol. it was hilarious. anws, it is apparent that i'm enjoying myself immensely here. i bet i'll like..cry on the last day. lol. the concert's gna be soo awesum.

p.s i have to catch a bus by myself today coz i gtg to the con from Hypermarket and like..i'm so freaking scared. lol. oh wells, i just hope and pray that i'll be alright. wells, till next time!

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Sunday, September 23, 2007

How do you tell a guy you like him?
when you don't know whether he feels the same.
or whether he thinks about you the same way you think about him.

How do you tell him
when you think that all he wants is friendship
or that if you told him, there won't be a friendship.

How do you do it
if you like a friend and want him to know.
know that you think about him all the time
that you miss him the minute he leaves.
that everytime he looks at you, you're soaring in the heavens

among the stars.

LOVE = we think about it, dream about it, lose sleep worrying about it, when he don't have it, we search for it and when we discover it, we don't know what to do with it. We fear losing it. It is our source of pleasure and pain but we can't predict which it will be from one moment to the next. It is a short word, easy to spell, difficult to define and impossible to live without.

Love is when you miss him even before he leaves.
When you could listen to him talk all night and never get tired of hearing his voice.
When the sound of his name sends chills down your spine, and when you see his smile the second you close your eyes.

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Friday, September 14, 2007

top row: kels, michelle
middle row: kim >:( , sarah, amy

bottom row: hannah, gabrielle, ilina, kalya

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bye ilina!! good luck in everything you do!! we'll miss you all very very very very very x100000 much!!!! <33333333

yea, that was taken during morning tea. lol.

oh lord, please help me and guide me in the upcoming exams. keep my light burning bright as i run this last lap of the race. keep me shining all the way through to the end.

chia's inspiration to me: Give them all to Jesus, shattered dreams, wounded hearts, broken toys.

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Friday, September 07, 2007

hey everyone!

MATHS AND SCIENCE EXAMS ARE OVER OVER OVER!!! :D

lol. actually, only maths part A. and science was so freaking horrible coz there were like so many questions i didn't know and i wasn't sure and stuff and the worse part is that mr J has really high expectations of me now and everybody else in like..the whole year 10 grade?? AAAH. STRESS.

oh wells, i have to go and write slow's letter later. lol. i think i kinda delayed it like long enough. hahah.
anws, we had HPE today and like, mr robo wasn't there so mr T took the class (joy...)
and we all played bin ball and i, for the first time in my life, I WANTED TO BE THE ONE TO PROTECT THE BIN. hahaha. like, the most dangerous job of all coz all the people are trying to hit the bin with the balls. hahah. it was damn scary and funny. then rite, Guy also went to protect the bin on the other side, and he kept climbing into the bin, it was sooo funny and cute. haha. and Stephen fell down and hurt his hip and..yea, he was being a wuss. hahaha. and...yerr. it was funny.

hmm...nothing much has been happening. i think i should update more. lol. my blog's like..dead. hahha. oh yea,

GOOD LUCK TO ALL THE PEOPLE IN SINGAPORE WITH EOYS. GOOD LUCK TO ALL OF YOUUUS! I'LL BE PRAYING FOR YOU ALL!! :D

yerr. the week's past pretty slowly. it like..takes ages to past nowadays. i don't know why. it used to go past in like..a flash. haha.
oh yea, learning Romeo and Juliet in English at the moment. actually, now we're just looking at William Shakespeare and the Elizabethan Era. hahah. yerr...oh mann, i have to lose weight. haha. i just ate like BLUEBERRY PIE. yummmm :) haha. and i haven't gone running for ages coz it's been all rainy and all :( oh wells. i need to talk to guyy!!! he always cheers me up when i'm down. and..yerrr. it's fun talking to him. hahaha.

anws, i have to go now. dinner's on. seeyas.

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